Wednesday, January 04, 2006

New Year's Resolution Hell

Well, I hope your diet is going better than mine. I think I have a mental disability when it comes to food.

I woke up this morning - exhausted (Raiden has been sick) and ate some raisen bran with milk and drank my water. So I was thinking - ok, Im on a good start. Then I pumped milk and got the kids off to school. After I dropped them off, I'm NOT lying, I went to McDonalds and got a mcgriddle combo thinking - I need to eat breakfast or I'll be starving by lunch. I'd *completely* forgotten I'd already had breakfast in the span of an hour. So I ate that and *after* I ate the McGriddle I realized - hey, wait, I had raisen bran. What the heck is wrong with me??

I'm supposed to have a snack about now, but I'm out of my slim fast snack bar things and I don't want a candy bar and I don't have any fruit. Besides, I ate breakfast twice. So I guess I'm skipping that. I did park on the far end of the parking lot and walked (*huff puff*) the rest of the way so maybe that will help a little bit. I can't believe walking across a parking lot leaves me out of breath.

I'm not sure what I'm doing for lunch yet. There's a little cafeteria here with a tiny (and terrible) salad bar so I'll probably do that with diet coke or water. Probably the diet coke. I need some darned flavor. It would be cool to find some good, easy recipes to fix that had a lot of zippy flavor. I'm never satisfied with bland foods. I haven't weighed myself yet. I know I was at 370 last week. Yup, cry now.

1 Comments:

Blogger AtaiDanu said...

If I'm up and running next week I'll see if I have any recipes tastly lo-cal recipes. If I find some, I'll email them to you.

Don't feel bad about having breakfast twice, it's probably because you're hungry. You don't want to starve yourself just because you're trying to lose weight.

7:36 AM  

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